New Life.

I never felt such a sadness in my life before....
I couldn't tell where does it come from....

I haven't been as sad as right now...
It's sad enough for me to tear and lost control.
However, I tried hard to control myself not to
think something else, in fact, I succeeded in
controling my behaviour.

Yet, I still can't keep my sentiment from a very
deep and inner sadness.

I almost wept and, in other words, I did.

You said" everything will be all right tomorrow.
You have just let it go until tomorrow. Since
then, everything will be fine." You are right in
some aspects, but not this time.

It will be fine tomorrow,but not me. Maybe we won't
mention it anymore after today, and I won't talk it
anymore. Honestly speaking, as the thing went by,
the harm still there.

I was really sad tonight, never being so sad so far.
Heartbroken? It might be a good expression for me.